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| 12:46pm 14/04/2009 |
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I kind of quit livejournal, but I've recently been posting some ideas for Google so I don't want them reading them thinking I'm some kind of tool. Well, at one point I WAS a tool, not so much anymore. So...yea...there is my post. |
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| 08:19am 09/11/2005 |
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Guess whos back with a brand new sound and hes gotta bunch of beers ALL AROUND! Just bring it down to with Jewish rap, cause you ain't tough if you penis ain't cut. Just touch my yamacha and you will see that im the craziest jew that will ever be AND BOUNCE! AND BOUNCE!
You talk shit and I won't ignore ya after enough i'll just beat you with a monorah. Not enough beats for just one night but im gonna make this last the fight. one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight one more to and I encapicitate. Thats what you get for messing with the jew, cause if you fuck with me im gonna fuck with you. AND BOUNCE! AND BOUNCE!
Star of David shield at my side mixed with the extreme irish pride im a wrecking force of mass destruction, get in my way and you'll see the eruption. VOLCANO you burned us way back but nows the time for the jews to attack. We ain't gonna mess around you try and stick us in an oven and we'll go to town. JUMP SQUAD to attack yo ass FIGHT BACK make them six below grass. AND BOUNCE! AND BOUNCE!
So dare I say this is the end of this another rap won't come but don't you miss im always around you can see me any day but don't fuck with me when im playing my video game! |
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| This is my final post |
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| 01:43am 14/04/2005 |
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mood:  satisfied music: My Chemical Romance-Give em Hell Boy
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This will be my final post on Livejournal. It has served me well and we have been through some tough times, but in the end, it is obsolete. I love you Livejournal.
My day was okay, in fact over all my life is okay. I could be doing better in school but I am not to worried about that. Me and Kristen are great. Things have never been better.
Somedays I sit alone and think, what would my life be like if I had done somthing different. And I wish that I could say that I have no regrets. But I do. I have lots of them. So from now on, I vow to live my life the way I want to live it. I am not going to have somebody else tell me what to do.
Maybe someday I will become famous. And than I could be remembered as one of those "Good People."
I think overall I am a good person. I have my flaws, but who doesn't. All of you have done somthing in life that you wish you could take back. All of you have SOMETHING wrong with you. Like me, I don't like doing work that doesn't benefit me in a way that I see fit. Such as school work. I don't see the point, so I don't do it. I know I need to, so I hope to improve on that.
I wish the world was better. I hate wars and I hate countries fighting. I hate it. But I know there is nothing I can do about it. And it scares me to think that someday we will run out of natural resources and will basically go back to the days of candles and no electricity. Now that I really think about it, it might night be all that bad. Wars would be more honorable. And people wouldn't be such lazy fucks anymore. I love my video games sure, but if I lived in the days of ol' than maybe I would be more respectful of myself. I would have honor. And I wouldn't be such a lazy bastard.
Im starting to agree with Jace. I think that whole day of Silence might have been pointless. Who really cared about a bunch of people just shutting the fuck up? I stayed quiet, I felt like a dumbass. Listen your gay, big whoop. You can't get married, so live in the same house and be happy. Is marriage really that big of a deal? If two people love eachother enough, marriage should not matter. It should be about eachother and the love for one another. Im not saying that gay people shouldn't be able to marry, Im just wondering if it is really that big of a deal if they can. Does it really matter?
To all of my friends out there. I want to thank you. I don't know if I have said this before, so I am going to say it again, just so that you know. When I was growing up, I didn't have any friends. I was alone, and was insulted and made fun of every second of every day. Granted, that took away any self-esteem that I had ever built up. So when somebody was around me, I didn't like it, I like to be alone, in my room, playing video games. They were my friends. Now that I do have friends, I would like to thank them. When I am around such great people like Jeff, Kristen, Corey, Dieana, Regina, Jared or Ian. I feel that I am wanted, that I am doing SOMTHING right. That maybe people do want me in this world. Thanks for making me feel wanted.
To my enemies, or people that I am just not very happy with right now. Fuck off you probably deserve it. And just because you are not on my other list doesn't mean you are on this one, it just means that I am to lazy to type your name in.
My family life is okay, I don't want to get into that because it is a boring subject that nobody wants to know about.
DDR fucking rules, plain and simple.
If you want to keep in touch with my life I will still be updating at Xanga. My name is Nokidneykid. I hope you enjoyed this final post. And I give you credit for actually reading the whole thing. Good luck in life.
Goodbye Livejournal. |
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| 04:18pm 07/04/2005 |
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mood:  blah music: tiger army-rose of the devils garden
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"Rose Of The Devil's Garden"
There is a rose in the Devil's garden
In shadow it grows alone
Many things are dangerous now
In this garden we call home
Be careful as you make your way
Some things are poison to the touch
You've spent your life here in this place
You long to run away so much
[Chorus:]
My love it is a black rose (my love it is a black rose)
Held out to you by the hand of fate (held by the hand of fate now)
And as this dark romance grows...
It's not from the sun, but the starlight that's so far away
Above the Devil's garden
The fertile soil of poisoned hearts
Fed by tears and nighttime rain
Under Transylvanian moon
Grows the flower bred from pain
Death is pure - life is not
So ask yourself, what do you want?
As for me, well I want you
So pick the black rose and let its thorns cut you |
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| I fucking hate brooke, and so i mentally kill her |
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| 05:53pm 05/04/2005 |
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mood: amused music: from autumn to ashes-short stories with tragic endings
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DeLicAtE DePaRt: your a fucking dick
iclickpens: sometimes yes
iclickpens: why do you bring it up??
DeLicAtE DePaRt: "who would you rather see burn.."
iclickpens: HAHAHAHAHA
iclickpens: Everyone loved it get over it
DeLicAtE DePaRt: yea go fucking die
iclickpens: Its not my fault you suck and I would like to see you set aflame
DeLicAtE DePaRt: why do i suck? yea thats right i dont. We all would like to see you grow kidneys and quit threating to kill yourself but we all know that not happening.
iclickpens: first of all if you ask a question...give me a sec to answer.
DeLicAtE DePaRt: you fucking moron
iclickpens: and i am going to stop threatening to kill myself because your right that is dumb, but im not the cracked out whore who gets beat by her lesbian mothers and has a boyfriend that is a dick face who deserves to get piledrived into a landmine
DeLicAtE DePaRt: first off george, im not fucking cracked out.
iclickpens: and just for the record who do you LOVE? alex or joel, its never really clear to me
DeLicAtE DePaRt: ANd who the fuck is going piledrive jorl
DeLicAtE DePaRt: joel
DeLicAtE DePaRt: Joel you fucking moron
iclickpens: Well you keep changing your mind
iclickpens: Its confusing really
DeLicAtE DePaRt: yea, alright
iclickpens: I would piledrive joel but my sister won't let me and i actually like my relationship with jennifer...unlike some people who throw away friendships for dumb reasons
DeLicAtE DePaRt: i didnt throw anything away with jennifer
iclickpens: You two used to hang out every day, than you became a stupid drugged up dick-whipped whore
iclickpens: Not that i miss you...cause i don't
DeLicAtE DePaRt: no george, when i stopped hanging out with her i quit doing drugs
iclickpens: Than why don't you two still hang out??
DeLicAtE DePaRt: and what the fuck are you running around doing, cheating on kristen, getting some fucking slut knocked up, and then threating to kill your self because kristen, the only girl who wants anything to do with anyone, doesnt want you. IDIOT.
iclickpens: okay me and kristen are still together, and that girl is not pregnant and that was a dumb night, not like you havn't threatened to kill yourself.
iclickpens: and YOU should not be giveing me relationship advice
DeLicAtE DePaRt: um okay, at least i can kepp a relationshop going george.
iclickpens: and what do you call me and Kristen still going out??
DeLicAtE DePaRt: her being a fucking slut and goign back to the only guy thats going to fuck her skany self.
DeLicAtE DePaRt: skanky*
iclickpens: Call her a slut or a skank again and I will personally strangle you
DeLicAtE DePaRt: oh god. im scared. help me.
iclickpens: You should not be talking about skankiness
DeLicAtE DePaRt: im not a skank.
iclickpens: you would leave Joel if you thought you could get Alex
DeLicAtE DePaRt: no i fucking wouldnt george
iclickpens: and when he fucks you over again, than you would run back to Joel
iclickpens: YOU FUCKING DID IT
DeLicAtE DePaRt: NO I DIDNT
iclickpens: Should I go to Livejournal and prove it
DeLicAtE DePaRt: no
iclickpens: yea thought so
DeLicAtE DePaRt: yea okay
iclickpens: *points to brooke* hahahaha look whos dumb!
DeLicAtE DePaRt: *points to brooke* hahah, look whos got kidneys
iclickpens: hahahahaha good one *points to brooke* look whos still dumb!!
iclickpens: Brooke you may have kidneys, you may have a boyfriend, and you may have some wit about you, in the end your a bad person, and that makes me better than you...no matter what you do
DeLicAtE DePaRt: how the fuck would you prove it?
DeLicAtE DePaRt: you cant
DeLicAtE DePaRt: im not with alex i havent talked to alex
DeLicAtE DePaRt: therefore you canr
DeLicAtE DePaRt: now stop
iclickpens: right here....Im NOT you, i don't fuck my friends over for sex, and im not a drug addicted skand
iclickpens: *skank
DeLicAtE DePaRt: what?
iclickpens: its still there, read it again
iclickpens: if you don't understand it
iclickpens: shoot yourself
DeLicAtE DePaRt signed off at 5:53:01 PM. |
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| Old man dies, Young girl lives....fair trade. |
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| 12:55am 02/04/2005 |
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mood:  full music: NOTHING
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So tonight was absolutely fabulous. I got to do so many things that i enjoy doing. Like hang out with my friends. I got to hang out with Kristen who is not only one of my best friends but a fantastic girlfriend as well. AND I went and saw Sin City with all of them. Afterwards me and Bray went to Waffle House where i am sure they messed up on the bill so we got orange juice, coffee, two sausages a waffle and some hash browns for $3.92. damn fucking right. well...that about wraps it up...FABULOUS |
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| this cat is acting strange |
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| 12:13am 29/03/2005 |
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music: tiger army-rose in the devils garden
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ok so this cat Scylla....normally this cat is not social. I don't think i have SEEN this cat in weeks. its just not a social cat. So i get home from seeing a movie, and i lay down in my bed. Im typing on the computer and the damn thing is like being an attention whore. Its rolling around nibbling me and licking me and my keyboard. Its fucked up. Here is a conversation i had with jeff while all this was going on.
iclickpens: dammit
GrahznyNeezhnies: what
iclickpens: kristen called me and i missed the call
GrahznyNeezhnies: oh darn...we had fun
iclickpens: yea we did
iclickpens: my cat is acting strange
GrahznyNeezhnies: haha
GrahznyNeezhnies: which one
GrahznyNeezhnies: you have 6
iclickpens: scylla
iclickpens: i have 5
GrahznyNeezhnies: oh
GrahznyNeezhnies: i don't like any of them but johnny depp and vanessa
iclickpens: hes not usually very social
GrahznyNeezhnies: is he the one who sits on the stepsa
GrahznyNeezhnies: -a
GrahznyNeezhnies: and jumps
iclickpens: but right now hes like begging for attention
iclickpens: hes the other dark one
GrahznyNeezhnies: hm
iclickpens: he always runs when he sees me
GrahznyNeezhnies: haha
iclickpens: now he like coddling me
GrahznyNeezhnies: cuddling?
iclickpens: no coddling
iclickpens: its different
GrahznyNeezhnies: what does that mean
iclickpens: like cuddling only i don't like it
GrahznyNeezhnies: haha
iclickpens: except when kristen coddles me
iclickpens: i like it
iclickpens: alot
iclickpens: its nice
GrahznyNeezhnies: haha
GrahznyNeezhnies: nice
iclickpens: GOD DAMN CAT
GrahznyNeezhnies: ha
iclickpens: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM
GrahznyNeezhnies: he is pregnant
iclickpens: yea...thats it
iclickpens: now hes nibbling me
iclickpens: while im trying to type
iclickpens: dammit
GrahznyNeezhnies: hahaha
iclickpens: hes scrating his ear on the corner of the keyboard
iclickpens: pissing me off
GrahznyNeezhnies: hmm
GrahznyNeezhnies: odd
iclickpens: i hate cats
fucked up. well im off. enjoy |
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| the race is on |
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| 03:46pm 27/03/2005 |
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mood: happy music: my head
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w00t to my life getting back on track...i love it and i am finally getting happy. i do enjoy life. |
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| Dawn of War |
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| 12:47am 22/03/2005 |
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mood: chipper music: Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies
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nothing to bad going on...just living it up and what not. bought kristen dinner tonight and played DDR with jeff. i wooped his ass but that is because i am awesome and i loves me some DDR. I really need to talk to Regina sometime because she has got me worried and i really need to talk to her about it. I want to do a lot of things that usually don't end up happening though. eh whatever...i will do somthing. I want to get into a fight...really fucking bad. |
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| 02:36pm 19/03/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: from autumn to ashes-autumns monologue
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all my life i have dealt with pain and suffering. i have seen people die and seen people cry. i have never had a real father and my family seems to fall apart every other day. i told lies and i have hurt people. but i promised myself that i would stop. i don't want to hurt anybody. i promised i would be strong for myself. i promised myself i would have courage. now i sit in my bed crying. i hate crying. i hate it more than anything. just thought of losing the person i care about so much brings me to tears. at this point i don't know what is going to happen. but never have i cared so much. |
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| happy st. patricks day |
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| 04:14pm 17/03/2005 |
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mood:  artistic music: stuff
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learning how to photoshop...trying to hang out with kristen...gonna see her tomorrow....thats about it... |
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| just some random thoughts. |
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| 03:52am 15/03/2005 |
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mood:  thirsty music: im the best at ruining my life-from autumn to ashes
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this is one of my post where i just ramble on to nothing where i don't stop typing so if some of this doesn't make since im sorry its just random shit that i am thinking. so i hate people who take things to far to the point it is an obsession like learning about somthing just so you can prove somebody else wrong is where i draw the line. i think kristen is fantastic to talk to and she makes me happy. i feel bad for not talking to chris about me dating her but i didn't know what to ask him and i feared the encounter. regina is a great person and i fear that she won't learn that and some guy will treat her like shit and she will take it and she doesn't deserve that at all. dieana is fantastic and i enjoy being around her to the full extent. jeff is possibly the best friend i have ever had and he is cool as shit. i like to listen to music, it relaxes me and just sets me free. i want to see kristen i am taking her to lunch again and that will be fun. well this is where i end this. love to my sister she is great. love to the rest of my friends and family i love you all. im thirsty. |
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| alive by habit |
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| 12:35pm 08/03/2005 |
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mood: depressed music: from autumn to ashes-alive by habit
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broke up with brittany...aint that a doosey... i like my new icon....found a good friend...she wasn't at school today....i will be okay just give me a shot of whiskey and a rubber plate.... |
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| this weekend ruled |
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| 06:10pm 06/03/2005 |
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mood: pleased music: flogging molly-kings of kilbourn high
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1. picked up jeff bray and jared
2. played some pool and DDR and lazer tag. i got first place in lazer tag.. pssh rule
3. picked up kristen
4. saw first half of Be Cool
5. some guy took a giant shit that i had to go look at...hilarity insues
6. saw the rest of Be Cool
NEXT DAY
7. jeff and bray come over...we wear old clothes
8. go to lizzies and get chased by some crazed guy....
9. George decides to ride an ATV....injury and massive wetness insue
10. i come home and snuggle with johnny
11. this weekend fucking ruled |
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| im in another one of my moods |
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| 04:44pm 03/03/2005 |
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mood:  stressed music: tv
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i have been in a bad mood recently. im trying to keep my sanity intact and i don't know how well its going to work out... on another note i took those damn math assesment things and got an advanced. i guess that is somthing to be happy about. the day went by really quick. that was real nice. i have my interview with that shitty radio station tomorrow. fan-fucking-tastic.... |
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